Hospital

22 weeks + 5 days, 6 weeks post rupture. 1st day in hospital.

Started leaking again last night. Scratch that...gushing.

FUCK!!!!

I called my doctor's office and my nurse said to come down to L&D triage. I ended up in the same triage room where I barfed my guts out when I was in labour with Aidan. I kept my eyes closed most of that visit due to the extreme pain, so today I was able to look around a bit. There wasn't much to see. The nurse came to see me quickly, as I don't think they were that busy and basically I told them my story and said I wanted to be admitted. I am too frightened of going into labour at home at this point. So within an hour I was in a 2 bed hospital room (at least I got the window bed) and am now officially an 'in-patient'. Likely I have low to no amniotic fluid at this point and they have warned me that there is a high risk of delivery within 48 hours, in which case nothing could be done for Acorn.

All stuff I know.

I am majorly depressed. I had hoped to make it until next Thursday at home. I had hoped not to leak anymore. I had hoped for so much better than this.