Hello fellow bloggers and random readers,
I just wanted to let all of you know that I'm up at our family cottage, so I won't be as good at keeping up with my blog for the next week or so. Keep commenting though if you feel so inclined. I will read them all upon my return.
In case you are wondering, yes we are having a good time. I hesitate to say "great time" cuz ya know having a dead baby tends to suck a little bit of the fun out of even the best of times, but we are enjoying ourselves. I realized yesterday that I should be 34 weeks pregnant. Then I also thought "We wouldn't be at the cottage right now if I was 34 weeks pregnant because A) I'd be WAY too nervous to be 2 hours away from the hospital where I'm supposed to deliver and B) Brian would be saving his remaining vacation for when the baby comes." *Sigh* No need for either of those things now.
Another nice thing is that I've been sleeping great up here which is always a plus. Although last night I had a dream about work where one of the other nurses plopped a tiny baby into my arms and I burst into tears wailing "this should be MY baby!!!". What really sucks is that will be reality in just under two months unless I can find another job. I had to figure out how to access our telephone messages remotely from up here in order to be able to reply in case someone contacts me for an interview.
So, I best stop using up the bandwidth on my husband's blackberry...and I think I need another swim. It's 30 + degrees up here today and humid (that's 90 + for all you Americans).
Oh, and greetings to my 4 new followers! I'm up to 26 now! WOW...just know that I hoard you all like a miser. I will reciprocate and read your blogs upon my return.
So, for today's question:
Do you dream about your lost baby? Does this happen often? Are these dreams sad? Happy?